OMG OMG!
I BROKE THE PROMISE I TOLD MYSELF TO NEVER DO IT!
i don't know what i was thinking then.
i didn't consider a thing at all.
i didn't think of the consequences!
i'm sorry i'm sorry!

I'M SORRY!

Please ignore it!
Please please please please please!

The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine

suddenly recalled back that we had alot in common.
From food to drinks to animals and to country.
Japan was our main interest. (:

i still hope that one day i would be able to visit japan tgt with you.
but i'm not putting alot hopes into it though.
because will we ever be friends again is still uncertain.

i remember you telling me that channel new asia dunno everyday wad time got introduce about japan country stuff and all.
i did seen that channel once in a while.
but it's just no good watching it alone.
you know, the feeling of watching something u're interested in with someone who has the same interest; It'll be fun! (:

The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine

i wonder if u'll ever read this blog.
wonder if u'll even remember this blog.

if u miss me, this is where u'll find me.
Our memories, Our feelings.
or maybe, just mine alone.
am i Zhi zuo duo qing?
idk...

there's alot i want to tell you.
but i don't think its appropriate to let u know anymore.
after all, i made the decision of giving up.
i can't turn back anymore.
there's no way i can turn back again; not again.
i can't forgive myself.
therefore i wish for a happy life for you.
and of cause for myself too.
those tears we shed shall not be wasted. (:


The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine

Ng chen wee....

something feels like it's over whelming inside.
feel like it's bursting out.

it's you,
who made me feel so confuse.
no matter how long we're apart,
it's still you.
no matter what song i listen to,
it's still you, your image in my mind.

sigh...

The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine

Every time i feel sad.
the first person whom i will think of is you.
Is this a habit?
or reliance?

feel like seeing you again.
being around you never fail to make me happier.
being around you, i feel like i turn all cheerful and stuff.
some kind of aura u have there.

wonder how have u been.
there's little sources i can get to know how u have been.
but it's hard when u're not showing it.

i'm having a headache and shoulderache...
reminds me of the time u help me 'an mo'.
that was so thoughtful and sweet of you.

why would u even still be single when u're such a nice guy?
is ur expectations of gals too high or smth?
hoho, hope u'll find somebody u'll love soon. (:



The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine