OMG OMG!
I BROKE THE PROMISE I TOLD MYSELF TO NEVER DO IT!
i don't know what i was thinking then.
i didn't consider a thing at all.
i didn't think of the consequences!
i'm sorry i'm sorry!
I'M SORRY!
Please ignore it!
Please please please please please!
The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
suddenly recalled back that we had alot in common.
From food to drinks to animals and to country.
Japan was our main interest. (:
i still hope that one day i would be able to visit japan tgt with you.
but i'm not putting alot hopes into it though.
because will we ever be friends again is still uncertain.
i remember you telling me that channel new asia dunno everyday wad time got introduce about japan country stuff and all.
i did seen that channel once in a while.
but it's just no good watching it alone.
you know, the feeling of watching something u're interested in with someone who has the same interest; It'll be fun! (:
The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine
From food to drinks to animals and to country.
Japan was our main interest. (:
i still hope that one day i would be able to visit japan tgt with you.
but i'm not putting alot hopes into it though.
because will we ever be friends again is still uncertain.
i remember you telling me that channel new asia dunno everyday wad time got introduce about japan country stuff and all.
i did seen that channel once in a while.
but it's just no good watching it alone.
you know, the feeling of watching something u're interested in with someone who has the same interest; It'll be fun! (:
The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine
i wonder if u'll ever read this blog.
wonder if u'll even remember this blog.
if u miss me, this is where u'll find me.
Our memories, Our feelings.
or maybe, just mine alone.
am i Zhi zuo duo qing?
idk...
there's alot i want to tell you.
but i don't think its appropriate to let u know anymore.
after all, i made the decision of giving up.
i can't turn back anymore.
there's no way i can turn back again; not again.
i can't forgive myself.
therefore i wish for a happy life for you.
and of cause for myself too.
those tears we shed shall not be wasted. (:
The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine
wonder if u'll even remember this blog.
if u miss me, this is where u'll find me.
Our memories, Our feelings.
or maybe, just mine alone.
am i Zhi zuo duo qing?
idk...
there's alot i want to tell you.
but i don't think its appropriate to let u know anymore.
after all, i made the decision of giving up.
i can't turn back anymore.
there's no way i can turn back again; not again.
i can't forgive myself.
therefore i wish for a happy life for you.
and of cause for myself too.
those tears we shed shall not be wasted. (:
The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Ng chen wee....
something feels like it's over whelming inside.
feel like it's bursting out.
it's you,
who made me feel so confuse.
no matter how long we're apart,
it's still you.
no matter what song i listen to,
it's still you, your image in my mind.
sigh...
The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine
something feels like it's over whelming inside.
feel like it's bursting out.
it's you,
who made me feel so confuse.
no matter how long we're apart,
it's still you.
no matter what song i listen to,
it's still you, your image in my mind.
sigh...
The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Every time i feel sad.
the first person whom i will think of is you.
Is this a habit?
or reliance?
feel like seeing you again.
being around you never fail to make me happier.
being around you, i feel like i turn all cheerful and stuff.
some kind of aura u have there.
wonder how have u been.
there's little sources i can get to know how u have been.
but it's hard when u're not showing it.
i'm having a headache and shoulderache...
reminds me of the time u help me 'an mo'.
that was so thoughtful and sweet of you.
why would u even still be single when u're such a nice guy?
is ur expectations of gals too high or smth?
hoho, hope u'll find somebody u'll love soon. (:
The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine
the first person whom i will think of is you.
Is this a habit?
or reliance?
feel like seeing you again.
being around you never fail to make me happier.
being around you, i feel like i turn all cheerful and stuff.
some kind of aura u have there.
wonder how have u been.
there's little sources i can get to know how u have been.
but it's hard when u're not showing it.
i'm having a headache and shoulderache...
reminds me of the time u help me 'an mo'.
that was so thoughtful and sweet of you.
why would u even still be single when u're such a nice guy?
is ur expectations of gals too high or smth?
hoho, hope u'll find somebody u'll love soon. (:
The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine
Sunday, June 28, 2009
The thoughts;
of you that i'll keep silent about.
of you that i'll keep silent about.
every night, i close my eyes, memories of you flood into my mind.
the thoughts that i kept silent of.
never spoken to anyone.
never express it.
many time i feel like just telling you i miss you,
many times i just end up giving up;
knowing you will never find happiness with me.
thinking to end everything with just one click & delete.
but i never manage to lift that finger to do it.
all i manage to click was block.
just to end ur misery from knowing i still exist in ur life.
u will never realize the part of me that is still missing you,
looking from somewhere u will never notice.
stalking is not the word to describe it,
keeping track of ur smile is what i would say.
making sure i am not in ur life,
making sure u are happy,
taking note of how u're feeling,
taking note of when is the day you will forget me.
it's painful to look at this; i know.
but its something i know i have to.
This blog is my only friend,
the friend that i can say, "i still loves you" , "i still miss you" to.
Though its online, though just by searching it, u'll find it.
But it's the only place the memories are held and kept and remembered.
Maybe even untill the day we grew older, i know, i'll still exist.
The memories that will never be forgotten.
The part of me that is still GUILTY of missing you; ღJasmine
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