Why every time i decided to wear the bracelet, my mind will be populated with thoughts of you over and over again.
i decided to let go, decided to move on...
but thoughts and memories of you flood my mind.
it's just held me back....
so lost and confused...
now i know how you had felt...
it's should be 10time the torture for u...
if i were you, i would have killed myself...
seriously, you're perfect.
i can find no reason why any girl would not like you.
so after all, the problems lies in me...
i cant stand being alone, waiting in loneliness for the one i love.
and i guess...
no matter how in love one pair are in...
when no matter what they cannot blend into each other social life...
that's it, kinda a death sentence for the couple.
i dont understand myself anymore...
why would i miss you so?...
am i missing out of guilty?
or missing you out of boredom and lonliness?
or missing you out from plain love that i myself didnt realise?
it's impossible to not realise that i still loves you right?...
it's impossible...
though andy keeps thinking that no matter what he said about you,
i always tends to explain for you and stand by you like as if i'm protecting you.
maybe i'm just guilty...
i dunno anymore...
haiis...
i'll end here.
xoxo, Jasmine was here.
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