1st post

iie dunno what's wrong with me either.
why iie created this blog to dedicate it to hiimx?
crazy...

iie wan hiimx back.
but iie feel like iie dun deserve hiimx.
iie know now no matter how much iie say iie miss hiim and how much iie say iie need hiimx.
he wouldn't believe it.
After all the pain...
who would?...

iie kept telling myself iie should just gib up.
He have better life without me.
There's also pretty girls who likes him.
And i'm sure that they wouldn't hurt himx the way i did.

iie know we will never be able to be the same again.,.
Will we?...

Ppl been telling me, he just needs time.
We need time to slowly recover n think about it.
yeap.
i agreed.
i can wait.
but iie dunno how long can i wait.
not becoz iie will fall for other guys or smth.
just that...
missing you realli hurts sometimes.
Sometime iie feel motivated.
sometime iie dun...

Do you know you're the one that can control the smile on my face n in my heart damn easily?
iie dunno why, since a very long time ago.
it has been that why.
leaving you make me feel guilty and sad and painful in a way.
but iie dunno why iie still choose to leave euu.
dumb isn't it?.

iie knew it.
iie should have close the chapter of me n hx long ago.
becoz iie left it unfinished...
everything was disturbed.
i'm sorry.

haiis...
everything iie said won't do any different any more...

Is there any solution where by both of us could be truely happy?...

[[_iWantUsToBeHappy&Blessed_]]

xoxo, Marshmellow <3 Chocolate