2nd post

IHATELOVE.
why can euu control my feelings so easily.
why why why?
idiot.
this hurts.
even though its just a small thing, it still hurts like hell.

GOD DAMIT!
who can save me man...

i miss u...
ytd as i sat bus to bugis with my fren, iie listen to this song on my blog.
iie recall lots of stuff....
iie remember the day we sat bus from orchard back to yishun.
DAMN long.
but...
the at moment somehow seems wondrful...
becoz euu were there wif me...
iie was realli glad iie had euu wif me...
seriously...

iie realli dunno anymore.
are we still possible?
or are u just keeping me hanging on so that i will listen to you to get good grades?
if that's the case, please dont!
iie dun need that.
it'll be meaningless after that aniway.

i'm sorry...
iie know even a thousand sorry wouldnt change anything...
or stop ur heart from hurting...
but still...
i'm sorry...
realli sorry..
dui bu qi...
zhen de dui bu qi...
gomeanasai...
hontoni gomeanasai...

even though euu keep asking me not to think so much n concentrade on my studies...
iie can't....
iie realli can't...
even when doing exam...
dunno why, thoughts of euu will pop out suddenly.

euu lahhs.
tag me say if iie run top 10 euu will meet me.
then i that day test half way suddenly go imagine that if iie meet euu what will happen...


12.48am.

talking to euu on webcam always make miie realli happy...
dunno why.
how long can this typy of happiness last?...
why onli when we're on web cam then euu always like so nice to me?...
normal chatting like weird weird dehhx....
online chat without webcam always kinda stress...
euu lways tends to not express ur happy or nt dehhx.
always sounds so shiong...
iie very scared lehhs...
aiis...

but after chating with euu online wif webcam...
iie feel alot more happier.
very happy now.

i wanna noe u're happy around me...
if nt, i'll always feels like gibing up...

please tell me...
do u wanna gib up or nt...

dun keep me hanging on...

[[_Baby, ineedyou in my life_]]

oxox, Jasmine <3 Chocolate
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