5th post

Baby, i've been waiting for u the whole morning...
Guess u're dead tired due to last night supper...
Glad that you had fun...
It's alright...
It doesn't matter...
As long as u're happy, i'm fine with it...
i'm not ur galfren any way...
i cant and wont stop you dehhx...

baby, i've been missing you the whole day...
today iie had period...
it's the first day.
its hurting me like hell.
luckily i have the big box of panadol menstrual pain that u bought for me last last month.
if not i'll be long dead.
Thanks dar dar. (=

been strengthless n moody the whole day.
no appetite and no mood to go meet my frens for mahjohn in the evening.
been missing you.
so happy that u msg me several time what i'm doing.
this prove that iie did cross ur mind right?...

aiis...
sometie iie dun feel important to you...
is it a good thing?
or a bad?...
its a good thing as that proves that u wont be hurt so much by me any more.
its bad as it proves that i'm no longer important...

haiis...
well, i'll be trying hard n waiting for da day that everything would be the same...
i gave myself a goal.
To try my best till 1st NOV 2oo8.
If nth changes and improves...
i'll stop.
becoz iie dun wanna become a bother to you.

baby, when iie msg or msn u, u didnt reply, i'll NEVER balme you.
i'll wont tell euu tt euu didnt reply me either...
becoz iie understand u have ur own life, own fren, own stuff to attend to...
so iie wont mind and i'll not bother euu till euu talk to me urself...

baby, iie dun msg euu that offen nor talk to euu online when u're on doesnt mean iie dun miss you or i'm busy...
iie do miss you alot and wants ur attention so much...
but iie dun wanna bother you on wht u're doing...
iie just want euu to enjoy what u're doing..
i'll always be free to talk to euu.
just hit me back when u're free.

baby, i'm worry that if iie give in too much...
u'll not learn how to treasure me...
iie know u're not that type of person...
i'm just worried...
coz, this is how human mind works.
really!....

baby, iie realli wish we could be like last time.
i'll treasure euu and u'll treasure me.we'll do things for each other.
iie can finally go out longer.
iie wanna spent more time with euu...
iie wanna spent more happy moments with euu..
iie wanna create more happy memories with euu...
iie wan you and i to feel much more happiness and bless that what we had in the past.

baby, iie just wanna say...
ILOVEYOU, INEEDYOU & IMISSYOU.
i hope u feel the same way too...

xoxo, Jasmine hearts you.