6th post

baby, i'm so happy to meet euu just now.
iie saw u from a distance n my heart skipped a beat the second iie saw euu.
iie actually wanted to gib euu a surprise by scaring euu.
but iie didn't know how to...
so iie could only follow behind euu till euu found out...

sorry for being so quiet...
iie didnt know what to say nor what to do...
iie feel lost.
my feeling's all mixed up...
aiis...

thanks for being there by my side guiding me on studying my SS.
if not iie wouldn't know what to do.
but iie still dun hab the confident in going i sec5.
dun hold too high hope for me...
iie might disappoint euu...

what if iie dun get in?...
will euu nt want me any more?...
iie might nt know how to face euu if iie cant get in...
iie might nt know how to tell euu if iie failed...
aiis...

i was so shock when ur face gt so close to me several time.
iie didn't know what to do.
you made my heart skip a beat everytime euu get so close.

this sounds so mushy n embarrassing but...
when you kissed me just now, iie kinda feel like melting.
as in like, iie melt in ur kiss.
it was totally like a dream....

baby, every time euu became gentle n sweet to me, iie felt bless.
even though this does nt last for long today...
but it sure makes me happy.

baby, i'm confused n worried.
you seems different...
i'm scared...
what if i'll never get the same euu back again?...
the gentle, kind, patient,sweet and cute euu.
somehow, it doesnt seems to appeared any more...
why?...

have i lost that euu?...
aiis...

even though iie lost that euu...
but iie dun wish to go back to the past.
iie did regret losing euu.
but after all this confusion, i've learn alot of stuff.
and most importantly, i've learn how to treasure and love euu.

but baby, if its time to let go, iie will.
but if euu ever come back when i let go, i will open my door n welcome euu in with my warmest love.
i'll love n treasure euu.

baby, when we're gonna part our way just now...
iie felt damn sad...
it hurts...
coz iie can feel the different in euu, even though i understand u're rushing.
aiis...
hao sher bu de ni...
but iie know we gotta part.
we go our own life...
aiis...

when will things ever be th same again.
maybe not now, or maybe not forever...

the love is seek is...
to be love by the one i love not love by the one who i made hiimx love me.
iie wanna be love n needed by the one i love n needed.
i would be his eyes when he cant see and he shall be my brain when iie cant think.
we shall create our own happiness n walk through the saddness n pain tgt.
we shall stand strong tgt.
nothing is impossible when we both truely love each other.

will we ever be possible?
will we ever be the same?...
somehow, iie feel that, we'll not...

please tell me we can go through this tgt.
aiis...

xoxo, Jasmine hearts Wee.