13th post

baby, this few days we like never contact at all...
why?...
am i not worth ur attention?...
iie need ur attention...
iie understand u gt ur own life and am busy.
haiis...

baby, i'm losing confident...
haiis...
i'll jai you till after N levels alrights?...
i'll hang on n wait till after N levels...

That day why u say wubmgf?...
are u the one who type it?
or was it someone else...
haiis...
iie dun understand u any more realli.
what am iie to u?
how important iie am to u?
what are ur feelings towards me?
plz...
answer me so iie can understand n know it.
iie dun wanna keep habing this questions in my head.

baby, iie realli gonna gib up after N levels.
iie opened my door too long.
waited for u to enter.
but cold wind blows in and its getting cold le...
iie dunno how long can iie stand it any more...
but untill then, i'll be waiting...

as days passes n the lesser n lesser u contact me...
iie felt lesser n lesser confident...
iie feel no attention from u.
iie feel that i'm nt needed...
i had nt cross u mind at all any more.
i'm nt important.

baby, no matter what happens.
u had always been the one that cross my mind everyday.
i've been thinking why too.
u are always someone iie wanna count on, someone special, someone important.
iie hate it that way...
why u?...
why nt panda?...
why u?...

haiis...
iie know iie dun deserve you...
iie know iie dun...
but...
love isnt about deserve or nt...
its about, feelings...

baby, i'm nt craving for u nor ur love.
iie dun need you.
iie can live properly even without you.
but, iie choose to want u....
iie choose to need you...
what about u?...
tell me ur answer so iie can let go if u dun feel the same way as iie do.
iie dun wanna hang on for nth.
its hurtful n its hurting me...

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xoxo, Marshmellow in pain.