16th post

baby, you meet me n CP out to study today...
when iie called CP, she told me you told her that you'll be free everyday& anyday...
but you told me u were always busy...
i'm sad...
your door are closed for me.
i'm sad...
iie know i'm the one to blame.
but...
i miss you...
& i love you...
& i PrOmIsE you,
if iie ever get the chance to hold on to you,
i would never wanna let you go ever again, Never Ever.

haiis...
iie guess, i can only try harder.
to show you that.

baby, when u told me what u wanna told me ytd.
iie was kinda sad but the msg give me strength too.
iie realise iie wasnt trying hard enough to show u that i care.
to show u that i'm trying my best.
to show u that i'm still waiting for u.
so, yup.
i will nt gib up yet.
iie wanna hold on for as long as i can.
so untill then, i'll try my best.

10.54pm

baby, iie feel kinda sad today.
you seems so close but feel so far...
i'm very scared that iie might nt be able to reach you.
iie dunno if iie can even reach euu at all.
you seems so far n hard to reach.
i'm losing confidence somehow.

but when ever iie got reminded how much iie love u and how much i wanna try my best, iie dun feel like gibing up any more.
coz iie realli wanna gib it all iie got to show u that i'm serious about us this time.

SHUWEI, GAMBATTE!

i'm going to sleep soon, then iie go school tml.
then iie come home, bath n rest abit then go night class at 5pm.
then 8pm come home, bath n rest abit then go revise then 11pm or so, go slp.
friday same thing.
sat n sun chiong.
hahas.

GAMBATTE!!!

and lastly, ILOVEYOU!

xoxo, Jasmine wanna tell euu, i love you badly dar dar~