9th post

baby, last night iie watched our memory video.
iie couldnt stop re-watching it over n over again.
iie miss that us.
the free n happy us.
no pain, no sorrows, no fear, no scars, no worries.
the only thing we know was that, we loved each other very much.

what about now?
do u know how much i love you?
do i know how much u love me?
do u know how important u are to me?
do i know how important i am to u?
NO.
we don't.
we no longer understands that any more.
nor do we understands each other any more.
neither are we opened up for each other,
nor are we ourself any more.

there's stuff tht we wanna do n stuff that we should do.
following the heart is important, but following ur knowlegd is as important too.
knowlegd doesnt mean what's for the best but applying what u learn from ur heart.

baby, iie know u're afraid of being hurt.
i'm nt asking anything from you.
but please, know what u wan n what u're doing.
and do make it clear to me about ur intentions.
iie dun wanna gib myself fake hopes anymore.
iie know u dun wanna hurt me either right?
so please, make it clear for me...
u're decided which path of life i'm walking to too.
help me out on this. ^^

haiis...

baby, i'm looking forward to tml.
infact, later.
we meeting up rights?
i'm so excited.
we're gonna study math till 3 then go eat sakae sushi n then go study again, after that, we're going to BASKETBALL~
iie hope iie wont bored you out wor.
coz iie still very noob at basketball.
hahas.

baby, i'm always waiting for ur msg.
but iie dun get my hope to high.
becoz iie know u wouldnt always msg me nor would u always reply me long long or happy happy dehhx msg.
sometimes, u wont even reply.
but its okay.
i understnd dehhx.
u might be busy or u just gt nth to say or reply.
i understand. ^^

iie remember last time, no matter what, u'll always reply me dehhx.
and our msg always go boom dehhx.
hahas.
dar dar always so sweet n cute.
we always chat till so happy.
u were always there fer me.
i thank u alot for being there.
i'm sorry iie couldnt be there fer u.
and even broke ur wings.
i've learn to break stuff.
but now, i'm trying to learn to heal.
iie hope that u can fly again, once more, so that u'll be free n happy.

[[_baby,iie wanna heal ur broken wings, so that you could fly again_]]
._even if no one heal's mine_.

xoxo, Marshmellow wont be completed without Chocolate.