10th post

baby, my heart is filled with disappointment.
i've been waiting for euu the whole morning.
iie know u're tired.
iie know u needa sleep.
but...
haiis...

iie know the disappointment iie gave u in the past is nth compare to this...
but baby, it hurts...
iie know iie deserve it...
iie know iie deserved it...

baby, the hurting of my heart just grew bigger n bigge day by day...
when will my feelings get to you?
when will u understand how much i'm craving for ur love?
when will u understand how much iie need you.
the you that love me...

baby, u've changed.
u realli did...
haiis.
it hurt...
it hurts....
u're different now...
it hurts knowing u're no longer the same...
u're no longer the dar dar iie used to know...

iie am the one who make tht dar dar gone right?...
i'm sorry...
iie deserve it...
iie know...
iie know iie deserved it...

aiis...

sometime iie just wanted to give up so badly.
but i cant.
because, iie can never lie to my own heart.
iie can never stop my heart to do so...
iie cant control myself.
iie know clearly that its impossible for us le...
iie know clearly that the love u had for me will never come back le...
iie know clearly that that dar dar will never come back le...
but iie cant stop myself from wanting to be near you.
even though i know, the more iie try to get close to you, the more it'll hurt.
what hurt the most, is being so close...
haiis...

xoxo, chao da Marshmellow. ):