dar dar~
how's ur work today?
xing ku ma?
u never reply my last msg.
think euu fall aslp le.
u're tired le bahhs?
rest well wor baobiie. (:
dar dar ar dar dar...
iie very scared lehhs...
if iie never pass, will euu dun wan me?...
come to think about it...
ur study so well n you hab great personality and iie feel that u'll hab a great future...
u attracts ppl with ur cheerfulness and u hab a very strong personality.
iie feel so bu pei ni...
i'm lousy at my studies, i'm dumb n i'm nt a people person.
i'm pratically nt good in anything.
iie feel so degraded.
i've been trying to tell myself to nt look so lowly of myself n all but....
iie feel so useless now.
i hab nth that i can gib euu.
why had euu even fallen for me in the first place?
i'm such a lousy gal...
iie guess euu just haven seen the lousyness in me that time...
what about now?
hab euu seen how lousy i am now?
will u look down at me too?
will euu degarde me unknowly too?
will iie end up like a trash in ur heart that u wouldn't need to bother about me and my feelings
and not even care about me that much n not notice and bother about me so much any more...
iie dunno why
iie suddenly became so negative today.
my motto is "to be positive n have faith n confident in myself"
but...
seriously looking at myself now...
how am iie able to do that?
iie feel so sad now...
iie wished so badly for euu to love me and to by urside always.
but can euu?...
will we?...
iie feel so low on self confident today.
iie wonder is it becoz of my studies and all...
iie dunno...
haiis...
zhe mo ban...
xoxo, Marshmellow Feeling Depress
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