Hope you're having fun there...
when u told me it's a class outing.
iie feel unsecure all of a sudden...
iie remembered that you told me alot of gal like you and all...
it's nt like iie scared u'll fall in love wif them...
but iie just dun like them near you...
thinking of how close they could be with you and all...
make me feel sad in a way...
jealousy i guess...
they get to be so close to euu.
seeing you almost everyday...
hanging out with euu as a group of fren n all...
i can't...
iie can't be beside you always.
i'm nt able to see you almost everyday.
iie can't hang out with euu as a group wif ur frens...
iie cant...
do envy them sometimes...
sometimes i do wonder...
do you love me as much as u used to?
or is it becoz iie wanted you back badly so u came back?...
if one day i left without a reason, would u chase after me?...
how important am i to you?
what am i to you?
who am i to you?
i know i think alot.
and tt's the bad part about me.
i think alot.
my brain messes my heart up all the time.
and thus creating unnessary problem.
iie always hope for a relationship that is stable, no doubts, and is so close that we can hang out tgt almost everyday, just like frens.
do we lack frenship or smth.
iie remember reading a book saying that in a relationship, frenship is also needed.
what am i thinking.
was going after you a wrong decision?
becoz i'm hurting.u
a little by little, i'm hurting.
it's painful right?
being apart from you is painful.
sitting at home, waiting, while u're having fun with ur frens....
it's painful.
silently, a little bit by a little bit.
it's painful.
damn it.
iie just simplys thinks too much sometimes...
iie wanna take alot alot of photos with euu.
and then learn how to make a blog skin.
then iie wanna make a blog, for the world to see, how much i love you.
but...
i'm worried...
will iie be showing the world how dumb i am by loving someone who love me as much back?...
bad brain~!
thinking n worring too much again...
iie guess iie go sleep le.
i miss you.
Hope you'll hab fun.
i'm still waiting here...
at home...
[[_Never Knew Loving Someone Could Be So Hard & Unbareable_]]
xoxo, Marshmellow
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